My Way or the High(er power)way

Gratitude List 28/04/2018

I wasn’t only the director of life. I was the writer, the producer, the editor, the screenwriter and the special effects guy. I was the whole shebang!

If I take my foot off the recovery pedal I still can be. The problem is, I am absolutely rubbish at it. My management consistently causes destruction. My life (my way) is unmanageable. Thankfully, I am learning to let go.

I am very, very, very grateful that for the most I am not…..

Telling people what I think they should do,

Manipulating people to be more like me,

Setting my example,

Fixing my problems,

Managing my fears,

Handling my resentments,

Making difficult choices,

Filling the voids,

Deciding how I should recover.

I am not the arbiter of the universe. My Higher Powers do a much better job than me. I resign! Life is so much simpler this way.