Relapse…..thankfully not

Gratitude List 30/12/2018

Complacency had returned

Cunning as it is

When? I do not know

Welcomed back with open arms

I was home again


Logic went out the window

Harm was forgotten

‘It’s okay’ I told myself

Back and forth

Back and forth

Guilt, shame, regret eventually dawned

What happened? Where was the fight?

Who can I tell?


Home now resembled a prison

With open doors I remained

Fuck it

Today I am grateful it was just a dream.