Free from insanity.
That’s what I have been reminded of today. Don’t get me wrong, I still make some insane decisions that beggars belief. But today’s insanity is nothing in comparison to what my mind could conjure up when I was in action.
Today I am grateful I am free from the following thoughts – thoughts I used to have.
“If have a heart attack, at least I’ll get some sympathy”
“Maybe it would be easier for everyone if I weren’t around”
“Losing my family and becoming homeless wouldn’t be all bad. At least I get to do what I want”
Abstinence from my addiction is one thing, but freedom from insanity is another. Today I am grateful for my health, my family and my home. Life is beautiful and worth living. I desire to make the most of it.